29 bi male seeking room with 50yo+ male who will make me his baby (Addison)

I am looking to pay rent for a room with a 50+ year old male.
However I have a condition where I desire to be treated like a baby.
I need someone who will change my diapers, spoon and bottle feed me, put me down for naps, dress and bathe me ect.
Feeding schedules and nap schedules should be a thing.
Would love to go into the situation more, and I am not looking for a free ride.
I have a job and can of course pay rent.
I am 29, 6 foot 2, and 230 lbs.
long blonde curly hair.
I know this is a strange living situation, but it is one of the ways I can truly be happy.
Would love to find a 50 year old or older male to make me his baby.